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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 7, 2012 19:04:22 GMT -5
She looked at him for a second then looked away to the lake, and rested her head back before closing her eyes. She sighed, thinking about what she should do tomorrow, go somewhere maybe, but she wasn't sure where. She still had her eyes closed and smiled "I'm kind of good with words, not really, but maybe I could help you?" She had her hands rested over her stomach, just relaxing.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 7, 2012 19:20:08 GMT -5
He sighed and stretched out his arm and laid his head on it, looking at her. He smiled and didn't think she could help with the words he needed to say but that was besides the point, he hated to lie but couldn't tell her the truth so he decided to tell the truth with a little less detail. Finally he sighed and leaned up again and looked at her and said. "Well I like someone, but she seems to have other things on her mind and I can't quite figure out how to tell her..." He said fading off not sure if that was the smart thing to do or not.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 7, 2012 20:44:11 GMT -5
She lay still on her back, eyes closed still, her smile quickly vanished when he began to talk. Her eyes opened and she stared at the sky. Ugh. She was so stupid! She thought silently to herself, why would she think he liked her? She was incredibly mad at herself right now, she just kind of wanted to drop the subject. Slowly the anger subsided as she found words for him. "Oh, um, maybe you could just tell her? Im not sure, but maybe she would be happy to know you liked her? Might take a few things off her mind." She turned her head, looking at him and offered a smile but it disappeared as the former one did, too quickly as she couldn't look up fast enough to mask it, she took in a deep breath and sighed, looking at the sky.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 7, 2012 21:05:41 GMT -5
He sighed and fell back onto his back and then looked at her listening to her words and sighed, maybe she was right? Maybe he should just tell her? He wasn't sure, he was worried she wouldn't like him, he had only known her a little while and already cared about her a lot. He sighed and looked at her, and then fell back on his back and looked at the sky. "I dunno bout' that..." He said glancing at her and then back to the sky and just said bluntly. "I'm not sure how she would take it... But I'm laying next to her." He said not sure how else to say it and just waited for her to answer him.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 7, 2012 21:53:26 GMT -5
Her blood was still boiling while she stared at the sky, the sun hurt her eyes, making them water a bit. She sighed listening to him, honestly, she was sick of hearing about this girl, she was angry enough she felt like she couldn't tell him. She listened to him barely and froze at his last part, like literally froze. Held her breath, barely heard him, wait replay that she thought and on the inside she screamed Yes! He does like me!!!! On the outside she stayed calmed, she rolled over and looked at him. A smile cracked her serious face, and she couldn't find any words, but she leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. "I like you too, felt exactly the same as you, I-" she couldn't really think but was just overwhelmed with happiness it kind of choked her.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 7, 2012 22:13:00 GMT -5
He didn't know if it was possible to move when she kissed his cheek, his heart beat at his chest and it took all he had to keep himself from saying something stupid. He smiled at her but that was about all, his brain hadn't quite caught up with him yet, her words finally reached his brain and he smiled at her and then tried to think of an answer to her but couldn't really think of anything so he just let his mind pick and he lightly touched her cheek and ran his thumb along her cheek, he really didn't understand how so little time with her had made his brain go nutty but it had and he decided he liked the feeling she gave him in his gut and didn't really let himself think and kissed her. (EEK!!! That was good and sucky
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 7, 2012 22:20:34 GMT -5
She looked at him but couldn't stop smiling, she tried to but couldn't. She froze when he touched her cheek, she just looked into his eyes. She was kind of trapped in them, and when he kissed her, warmth spread through her. It felt like lightning and kissed him back.
Ugh sucky
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 7, 2012 22:50:55 GMT -5
He smiled against her lips but didn't break away from her, instead he let himself lean a little more into her. Something about her made him feel like he didn't have to be careful anymore, he had always been a little off about or with people cause of what his past was, but right here right now he didn't give a d*mn. He couldn't put it into words how she made him feel when his lips were together with hers. He kept up the slow rhythmic of his thumb stroking her cheek as he kissed her.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 7, 2012 22:59:03 GMT -5
She honestly had expected him to pull away, but leaned in anyway to his kiss. She kissed him more intensely, and smiled as he stroked her cheek. Her hand found his and grasped it leaning into him more.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 7, 2012 23:35:47 GMT -5
He squeezed her hand tightly not wanting to let her go, he snaked his free hand around behind her and held her closer to him, he leaned into her again, he couldn't help but be enticed by the touch of her lips and skin. He slowly pulled away and rested his head on hers, still absently stroking her cheek. Her eyes also enticed him holding him in like nothing he knew how to say, his breathing wasn't the calmest right now either.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 7, 2012 23:54:55 GMT -5
She couldn't help but feel jolted when he put his arm around her and pulled her in. She fought the urge to shove him away, never really have been the same after she got back and a lot of times closeness physically got her kinda anxious and defensive. She won and kept herself from pushing him away, she smiled when he pulled back, her eyes finding his thumb across her cheek as shr looked down. She opened her mouth to say something but no words came out and she closed her mouth and just stared into his eyes.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 8, 2012 0:24:49 GMT -5
He sighed still looking at her but he could feel the air change around them. His breathing was still ragged and his chest was starting to hurt, he was guessing it was the bruise on his back starting to set in and he had been so busy thinking of nothing but her he hadn't noticed but now the back of his ribs were starting to hurt and his breathing getting messed with. He kept the steady stroking on her cheek slightly annoyed at himself for what he thought was probably his fault when something changed in her, his head against hers he whispered. "I'm sorry..." He looked away as he said but didn't really even know why he said but he figured maybe it was old instincts from the bad life telling him there something wrong.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 8, 2012 0:35:37 GMT -5
She felt speechless, unable to find any Kurds, but a worry spread across her. What was wrong, she listened to his ragged breathing and alarm wrecked through her. Alarm showed in her eyes "Are you ok, what's wrong?" She felt like it was her fault, and then looked at him "For what? Im not, I've kind of been waiting for you to see if you did like me back." She looked into his eyes hoping to find a truthful answer, but felt bad since it was probably her fault.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 8, 2012 1:22:39 GMT -5
He shook his head feeling the pain in his back subside a little bit. He continued to stroke her check, "I'm fine just moving off my back after hitting it caused a little bit of bad breathing." He said not taking his eyes off of hers, he looked down and then back at her eyes and simply said, "I don't really know I just sort of felt like I had to say it." He said feeling his breathing not get any better but the pain was leaving him. He kept stroking her face and felt his finger tips run across her scars and noticed it but didn't at the same. He frowned and whispered letting his head rest against hers. "Someone hurt you..." He kept almost absently stroking her cheek, he looked at her eyes and tried to find the words that he never wanted to hurt her.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 8, 2012 7:35:06 GMT -5
She listened to him "Oh, you had me worried." She looked at him, letting his voice calm her and shook her head. She was barely aware that he was still stroking her cheek. She almost flinched when his fingertips ran across her scar. She knew where it was, knew where all of them were. She didn't like people looking at them let alone touching one, especially the one on her face. But she didn't move, feeling like she didnt have to hide with him, that she didn't have to be insecure around him. When he whispered to her about how someone had hurt her, her mind flashed back to those memories, she had been hurt all her life but by far those were the worst. "Yes, they did" was all she could find to say, the words quite and painful barely coming out. Her eyes shut momentarily to shake off the memories before looking at him again.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 8, 2012 17:01:55 GMT -5
He smiled and simply said. "You don't have to be." He looked at her with something in his eyes, it was anything like pity or sympthy he didn't feel that for people, not anymore. But he couldn't help but feel twig of anger run through him when she spoke to him, he didn't know what to say he hadn't expected her to answer him. He could tell by how she changed that what happened to her was nothing he could understand, he could see it wasn't normal abuse that she had went through, that's he went through. He lightly kissed her forehead and whispered, "I will never hurt you..."
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 10, 2012 22:36:24 GMT -5
She smiled at him, blinking slowly, but nearly frowned, looking into his eyes, wondering what it was she saw, but never really was good at reading others. She didn't frown though and tried to offer a smile, and then stopped when he spoke to her. She leaned over and gave him a kiss on the cheek "I know you won't, or I never would have let my guard down around you."[/b] She gave him a soft kiss and smiled gently at him.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 10, 2012 23:46:30 GMT -5
He stared into her eyes and let himself just get lost there. He rested his forehead against hers and sighed, there was something about what she said made him feel more relaxed, something about what she said made him feel like he was finally trusted, felt like he could finally trust someone and that threw him off. He smiled a small smile when she kissed his cheek, he touched her cheek and couldn't help but feel like he could trust her with anything. He smiled at her when she kissed him and looked in her eyes. "I feel like your the only one I can trust." He said kissing her forehead.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 10, 2012 23:58:09 GMT -5
She looked at him, into his eyes, the ones that seemed to really understand her. She smiled "Thank you." Amd smiled a bit bigger when he gave her a kiss on the head. She suddenly leaned over and gave him a deeper kiss. She smiled against his lips then pulled back, looking at him. She let her hand rest against his chest and the other one on the side of his neck.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 11, 2012 0:14:21 GMT -5
He let himself smile a real smile and kissed her back. He let out a deep breath finally feeling all the pain in his back go away, it was just lying on a hard sureface and then turning that had done it but because he was already sure his ribs were slightly bruised. He looked in her eyes, and rested his hand on the side of her neck, and kept the other on her cheek. "There is nothing to thank me for..." He said barely kissing her.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 11, 2012 0:18:48 GMT -5
She listened to him let out a deep breath, finally evening out a bit. She looked into his eyes, listening to him, then shook her head softly. "Theres everything to thank you for" and she meant it, she was more trusting after meeting him. She had really been opened up by him and she smiled at him thinking about it.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 11, 2012 1:02:05 GMT -5
He smiled and leaned his forehead against hers, he smiled at her words and gently stroked her cheek. He didn't have words for her not right now, he sighed and licked his lips thinking, but still no words came to his mind until there were just a few. "There are are no words to describe you." He smiled and keeping his eyes on hers, there was so much in them he couldn't read them, he could see so much that it swirled together.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 12, 2012 1:14:31 GMT -5
She watched him, and when he licked his lips made her want to kiss him again. She looked down with a small smile, having no words at the moment. She looked up, breaking the soft words, since she was never good with them. "Whst do you want to do when we get back?" She asked with a smile.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 12, 2012 2:32:01 GMT -5
He smiled watching her closely, she was so closed even if she didn't mean too. He wanted to figure her out but more then anything he just wanted to be there for her. He smiled, "Whatever you want." He whispered not caring as long as he got to spend some more time with her.
(OMG!! I have an idea I'll PM you!!)
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 13, 2012 0:50:06 GMT -5
She smiled looking at him, giving off no thoughts, having turned her features into an emotionless thing, where she wouldn't really let her feelings register on her face. She had shut off herself from the world, at the fear of them getting in, and seeing how weak she really was. She hated being weak, hated it so deeply, that it drove her insane, the itching feeling of being posted as weak. Weakness was like a poison to her, and it just made her angry, she didn't let anything show as she thought of this then looked at him. "Hmm, maybe we could go to the movies, or hang out at the barn?"
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 13, 2012 2:25:35 GMT -5
He sighed in a way of relaxing and smiled at her. There was almost nothing he could read in her anymore and it drove him crazy in a way, not that she did, but the fact that whatever happened to her was so bad, that even he couldn't understand. More then anything he wanted her to trust him enough to tell him anything that bothered. He smiled and nodded, "Maybe just the stables? Since I have to pick up my saddle, hopefully if someone found it it was Kesha." He said, she would just put on Sasha's stall for him cause she would know his saddle. He could see a battle of some sort going on in her eyes and wanted to fight it for her, but that's how he was, so over protective. "So when did you want to head back?"
(OMG!! Their theme should totally be Sometimes When We Touch by Dan Hill!!!)
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 13, 2012 2:36:17 GMT -5
She smiled and relaxed her mind, letting the muscles in her face relax from the smile, a solem look over taking her face. "Sure, I'm ok with hanging around the stables." Before she knew it, her mind was at it again, running with thoughts of trust, weakness, and everything that was her enemy. She had conflicting emotions for the moment and smiled, masking it. Her thoughts were interrupted when he talked to her, the vacant look in her eyes closing and opening before she came back into view. She thought "Maybe, now? Or in a little bit, when ever you want." She let herself think some more, but looked into his eyes and just gave a small smile.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 13, 2012 2:56:12 GMT -5
He kept himself from frowning at her not wanting her to know that he saw the stuff going through her mind, well not saw but he could tell her mind was running around with things he couldn't read. He nodded and slowly go up offering her his hand. He looked off to the side and sighed, "Maybe we actually go sometime? Maybe to the movies tomorrow or something?" He asked, he would have asked for that night but he wanted to make sure Faith was okay, ever since he had bred her he had been worried about leaving her for to long.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 13, 2012 12:21:05 GMT -5
She smiled, and took his hand, pulling herself up, then looked at him and gave a soft laugh. "Yea, sure, tomorrow sounds great" She glanced down and then smiled "So, ready to go?" She said grabbing onto Reforme and pulling herself up, she looked down at him and gave a smile.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 13, 2012 15:49:22 GMT -5
Robby grinned feeling the pressure building up in his chest again but ignored it and said. "Great meet you at your stable?" He asked with a smile to her before turning and jumping onto Wildfire. "Yeah ready." He smiled rubbing his horses neck.
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