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Post by ••NARLA•• on May 18, 2012 12:07:49 GMT -5
She looked up at him. "Go on." She paused. "I understand if you don't want to be the father." She said gloomily, "I can easily replace you with soemone else."
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 18, 2012 17:45:52 GMT -5
He almost rolled his eyes at her, and just said. "Its not that simple or that at all. You don't know me, not some do and you probably won't like what you see." He said looking at her.
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Post by ••NARLA•• on May 19, 2012 8:29:02 GMT -5
"yes, but I like you. Why would I hate you and then get pregnant from you, even if I was drunk. I must have had soem sense." She sighed, this was gonna take a while.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 21, 2012 2:58:47 GMT -5
He almost grimaced at her words or more so one word. Drunk. That was his father excuse for everything he did to him, he hated people that drank and didn't think it was a big deal it was. He looked down at her and sighed. "Its a long story, its stressful and almost no one likes what they see when they see the real me." He said lightly touching her cheek before asking. "Is there somewhere else we can talk?" He wanna talk with people around it was hard enough for him to let himself remember what his father did much less speak it out loud he wanted to forget it.
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Post by ••NARLA•• on May 21, 2012 12:29:28 GMT -5
She smiled, he was soo cute. She nodded. "Course." She kissed him lightly on the cheek before taking his hand and leading him out of the club. She turned back to look at him, before making her way to the park. In the park, she looked around before seeing bench and sitting down, then looking upo and waiting for him to sit as well.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 22, 2012 4:01:46 GMT -5
He followed after her, when they reached the park he sighed in relief. He sat down next to her letting his head tip back so that he could look up at the darkened sky. He refused to look at her as he started to speak. "I detest any drink at all if it can someone drunk, people use it as a worthless excuse to hurt others or be dumb... But more often then not they become horrid and mean." He almost shuddered as the memories flooded in on him. "But that isn't what I needed to talk about,.. My past is not easy for most people to swallow and they either pity me or are disgusted. I refuse to accept either." He paused still not looking at her, this was something he never thought he would have to tell someone.
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Post by ••NARLA•• on Aug 6, 2012 6:41:06 GMT -5
Kat looked at him. Lucas was clever, if somewhat complicated. Kat was trying hard to follow all of this, and she was pretty clever. As he gave her a mini lecture about drink, she didn't mind. And she managed to get a word in. "So you think I was dumb getting pregnant to you?" She asked. It wasn't what she'd meant to say, she apologised almost immediately. "I'm sorry. It wasn't what I meant. Just, when alchohol hits you and takes it's influence over you, there's nothing you can do." She paused, "Apart from not get drunk in the first place." She hung her head in shame and avoided his eyes. She wondered why his past was such a big deal, it couldn't be that horrific. She nodded, and put a hand on his. "I'll do neither."
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on Aug 7, 2012 5:25:36 GMT -5
Lucas he shook his head and sighed running his fingers through his hair. "That isn't what I meant at all... Its just an important part of who I am." He said a little gently and then looked at her, "Listen Kat people do stupid things, and even though I don't think being drunk is an excuse anyone should be aloud to use, but you were and I wasn't, and I knew that and until now I had always thought I wasn't an idiot." He said and then shook his head, "Maybe you were dumb but I was flat out stupid...." He paused a second, "But that isn't important anymore," He said looking back to the stars not really finishing what he was saying. He smiled absently when she put her hand on his and said she'd do neither. He nodded and started to tell her what he needed too. "I don't hate drinking cause I think it makes people stupid... I hate it cause its what cause me my scars. You know that scar you saw on my arm? Yeah well I got that the time it was twisted so hard the bone broke out of the skin... My father was a drunk, he beat me and my mother without ever thinking twice about it... I honestly don't remember a time when I wasn't being hurt by him, his favorite thing use was a beer bottle broken or whole it didn't matter to him, other time he used his fists... I have scars all over me, from the cuts or where his fists busted the skin... I ran away a few times but I always got taken back, and each time he got me back I was punished and that was even worse then the normal stuff. The only thing that kept me sane was Solo, she kept me grounded. " He said and then stopped lowering his eyes to the ground. "The day I turned eighteen I tried to leave but he wouldn't let me, and that time four of my rips were broke, but somehow I still got out of there, got here with Solo. But in order to do that I had to a lot of bad things..." He said and then looked at her and said, "But if you want me to stay I'll stay till you tell me go." He whispered and waited for her answer.
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Post by ••NARLA•• on Aug 7, 2012 11:23:15 GMT -5
Kat smiled softly at him. It suddenyl hit her, he hadn't been drunk. He'd chosen to get himself into this. Her hand on his was sweaty, and she took his hand properly, holding it as he started to tell the story. At the end of it, Kat could feel herself burning all over. Lucas's past had been like that, for a few seconds, she didn't like to admit it was true to herself. But then, she realised it was, Lucas wouldn't lie. Her heart was beating so fast she didn't know what to say, she could say she was sorry, she'd promised not to take pity on him. As he whispered to her, she turned and their eyes met. She felt a few tears coming to her eyes. She leant forward and kissed him gently, before saying. "Lucas, I want you to stay. I want you to stay and be the father of my child. If that's alright with you." She leant over his shoulder and hugged him, wiping a tear from her eye, "And that's because I love you." She whispered into his ear.
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