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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 13, 2012 21:38:15 GMT -5
Holly walked into the stables, where Robby told her to wait. She had put on skinny jeans and an off-the-shoulder top striped with grey and neon yellow. She sat down against the wall, before sliding to the ground. She propped her arms on her knees and sighed, waiting looking around. She was excited about going out with him, and had a small elastic around her finger. In silent waiting she did a waterfall braid in her hair and looked at it in a small mirror she carried that day. She smiled, seeing it looked good and then laid her head back and sighed, closing her eyes slightly in waiting. --- It had been maybe thirty minutes or an hour, she didn't know, but it had been a bit. She sighed, he stood her up. She fought off the tears that threatened to appear, pricking at her eyes. She was so stupid! To think she could trust someone again, she thought she could trust Robby, that he understood her, she had told him she trusted him. But she was wrong. Wrong. She hated the word, it was horrible, she couldn't believe she had been so foolish to let herself trust him. She got up, and wanted to walk away, but finded herself pacing slowly. She walked over to Reformes stall, which was only three down from where she was. She opened the stall door and walked in, and wrapped her arms around his neck. She sighed, burying her face in Refs' neck "I'm so stupid." she whispered into his coat. She shook her head, she would never forgive Robby for this. ( I don't know how this went, should I edit it? Or no, I don't know, I sunburned my sunburn even though I was wearing sunscreen -_-)
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 13, 2012 21:54:26 GMT -5
(Aww... That sucks about the sunburn!! I got sunburned more today ) Robby coughed as he was getting ready to leave his room, only this time it hurt really really bad. He tried to ignore it but that wasn't working it just hurt to much almost to breath. He reached for his cell and quickly texted Mac to take him to the hospital. At the hospital Mac filled out the papers for him putting Lucy and Kesha as Robby's next of kin. By the time Lucy got there she was almost in a panic, Robby was like her little brother, when the doctors had said his lunges were being flodded she had no idea what that meant, till she found out he would have to have minor surgery to remove the fluid in his lunges. When she talked to him before he went in all he did was give her a name and address, she knew the name though she had talked with the day before and knew who Holly was. +++ So here she was at Whispering Wolves looking for Holly, she knew Robby was gonna feel awful about this but he was in the hospital after all. Finally she came across a stall with someone in it and asked. "Hey your not Holly by any chance?" Lucy asked the horse and the girl looked like the ones Robby had described to her but she still wasn't sure.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 13, 2012 22:05:47 GMT -5
She hadn't been crying, but kind of wanted to. She had taught herself not to cry though, so try as she might, she wouldn't. It was like that movie she saw, with the girl who tried her hardest to cry, but not a single tear came. She shrugged and then heard someones voice, she turned her head to look. It was some girl. She apparently knew her name and wondered what she wanted. She looked at her "Yea, I'm Holly, what is it you need?" She asked awkwardly, trying to have a nice tone but the anger and humiliation peaked at her voice, as she was angry and never liked to talk with strangers. Especially when they knew her name and she didn't know them. She looked at the girl emotionless, and sighed, her head still on Reforme's neck.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 13, 2012 22:15:48 GMT -5
Lucy wasn't stupid, she could hear the emotions running through the girls voice. This isn't gonna be fun. She thought to herself and then looked back to Holly. "Umm... I'm Lucy and I'm friends with Robby, he wanted me to tell that he's sorry that he couldn't make it today and that he is just really sorry." She said bracing herself for a blow. this girl looked like she came from their kind of life style and once that trust was broken it was gone, Lucy knew she was gonna regret promising Robby she wouldn't tell Holly he was in the hospital, he had wanted her to worry, that was on the peace of paper with her name on it. She knew this wasn't gonna be pretty.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 13, 2012 22:22:57 GMT -5
She listened to the girl with anger, just wanting to be left alone. She then looked up suddenly when she said she was friends with Robby, she had heard the lame excuses before, and anger shone on her face. "Oh, well tell him to not bother trying a make up anytime soon, nice to know he's sorry though." She said sarcastically, before walking out of the stall, she looked at the girl "And don't think I'm taking any anger out on you." Before beginning to walk away, she shook her head, angered, not even wanting to hear his excuses. She had been left waiting, an answer, and trusted at him, at least she wasn't stood up in public, that would have been ten thousand times as more humiliating.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 13, 2012 22:52:16 GMT -5
She almost growled, dang it Robby! She thought annoyed that she felt she had to keep his secret about being in the hospital, why didn't he want her to know? She almost smacked herself in the face, yup he was like a brother all right! Putting her in these spots, she hated fighting, she hated anger, and she hated dealing with people who had a right to be angry, she had grown up with anger and had to scars to prove it. She was just gonna let her walk away let Robby deal with this when he got out but she just couldn't let it go not when she knew he really cared for this girl. "Don't you dare get sarcastic with me, I'm here simply because my friend asked me too, because he feels awful not even being able to tell you himself." She said, she didn't say it in a mean way or an angered way, she could see in Holly's eyes that trust had been broken and once its broken... Its gone... She had seen it happen to her own sister and didn't need all this crap again. Lucy started out of the barn, she couldn't tell Holly the truth cause she couldn't break that trust that she and Robby had, it almost wasn't there and Lucy wanted to keep what little trust they had...
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 13, 2012 23:07:36 GMT -5
She continued walking then heard the lines and turned around "Exactly! That he couldn't be here to tell me? Why? Why can't he be here to tell me, to even give me a phone call? Maybe I would feel a little bit less embarrassed if I heard it coming from him, that I just got a phone call." She crossed her arms, glaring at the ground, and before she could stop herself, the words slipped out. "To not even give me a call or text ahead of time? Instead of making me wait there, like the fool I am?!" She looked down angered, not having had the time to stop those words, the very end. She was a fool, yes, to believe she could trust others again. She felt it, that choking in the back of her throat when you are about to cry, and swallowed it. She glared at the ground still and let her blood boil silently, while she tried to get rid of the urge to cry, and tried to not be yelling at this poor girl who was facing her anger.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 13, 2012 23:37:16 GMT -5
She stopped dead in her tracks at hearing the girls voice. She looked to the ground, "Its not my place to say, no matter how stupid I think it is, a promise is a promise and you should understand that. A trust that is so thin anything will break it." She said looking at her, "He has a good reason, he couldn't call, he couldn't come and he made me promise not to say why." She said not being able to look at her, Robby wasn't always the easiest to understand but she knew something must have happened that made him not want Holly to worry. "I'm not gonna say trust me, that is a worthless word to me, I heard my father say it to me to many times for it to be anything of meaning. But he has a good reason, I've known Robby since I was eighteen and I have never seen him hurt someone not on purpose." She said looking at the ground.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 13, 2012 23:55:18 GMT -5
She looked up abruptly "Well you could have said he made you promise not to tell and I would have handled things a but better I guess." She looked down in silent rage and just listened to the girl, now she felt bad for screaming at Lucy, who she suddenly remembered the name of. She felt like a b*tch and was angry at herself. She sighed "Well I'm sorry for jumping to things, but I've known to many people who hurt others on purpose." She looked down and sighed cooling off a bit. Then something registered in her mind, why didn't he want her to know something? She looked up, worried "What's wrong with him? Is he hurt? Did he get sick?" The worry crept into her voice as she thought suddenly afraid of what had happened.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 14, 2012 0:28:11 GMT -5
She sighed and just shook her head, "Yeah well I was trying to avoid saying anything about that..." She said shaking her head, and then sighed, this crap was getting to her and she felt like cursing Robby up and down for making her promise. She looked up at her she was pretty dang close to knowing the truth. "Dang it! If he asks you figured it out, he's in the freaking hospital, and to be honest I have no idea why he didn't want you to know. He's like a brother to me but he is confusing sometimes." She said looking at Holly. "He's went to hospital cause he has fluid in his lunges, please don't ask me what that means cause I have no freaking idea. He made me promise I wouldn't tell you cause he didn't want you to worry I think." She said looking at Holly hoping she would understand what she said.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 14, 2012 0:37:34 GMT -5
She looked at Lucy, and nothing but worry broke her concentrated look. "What?! d*mn it! I knew something was wrong when his breathing got all ragged." She said, mostly to herself and in frustration slammed her foot against the wall. "We went swimming yesterday, and he landed hard on his back sometime during it, and maybe the water... I don't know." She ran her fingers through her hair, pulling at it in anxiety. She looked at her "Well we need to go see him, I'll explain what happened, that after some time I realized that he was the type of person to not do something them self unless they has a great reason, and that I figured it had to do something with his back or lungs from the day before, and no matter what you said I was going to see him no matter what." She said mostly to herself again, she looked at lucy waiting for her reaction.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 14, 2012 1:11:04 GMT -5
Lucy frowned in thought listening to her and then nodded. "From what I understood of what they told me was that the fluid was always there but it got dilodged into his lunges and that probably happened when he hit his back." Lucy said and then listened to her and then thought that Holly wasn't really talking to her anymore not really. Lucy could see the worry on her face and said. "Okay I'll take you to see him and I don't really care if he knows I told he can deal cause you deserved to know." She said wondering what Robby would do, she didn't care she could tell Holly was worried and she deserved to know. "We can go but you should know he is gotta go through minor surgrey to get the fluid out of his lunges." She said not sure how Holly was gonna take that.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 14, 2012 18:41:28 GMT -5
She sighed "Oh great, just great." She said in aggravation and listened to her in grateful silence the sighed "Yea, thanks and sorry you had to put up with me yelling at you at first." She said, embarrassed and guilty from her actions. She listened and looked up sharply, oh, it only got better. "What?! Well it just gets better and better doesn't it? We should probably go right now." She said, trying to keep her head, she never usually freaked out if things like this happened, but she cared about Robby and hoped he was ok.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 14, 2012 20:58:53 GMT -5
Lucy smiled and said. "Don't worry about yelling, trust me your not even close to as freaked out as Kesha can get." She said, when Ryen had broken up with her Lucy never thought she would hear the end of the screams. And since Will left Kesha had kind of pulled into herself again. Lucy shook her head going back to what was at hand right now. She nodded, "Yeah let's go, they said it wouldn't take that long to do what they had to do but he wouldn't be able to talk for a while." She said with a sigh and started for the parking lot.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 14, 2012 21:07:29 GMT -5
She let herself laugh, then looked at Lucy when she said he wouldn't be able to talk for awhile. Oh great. Not to hear his voice would probably drive her crazy without his reassurance on how he felt. "That's great." She muttered following Lucy.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 14, 2012 21:17:45 GMT -5
She shrugged, wow today was stressful! She thought. As she walked and nodded, "Exactly what I said." She said still heading for her car, before she got in she called Kesha, no answer. Lucy muttered a few curse words and shoved her cell into her pocket. That was like the tenth time she had called her and never gotten a hold of her and it was driving her crazy. "Well ready?" She asked Holly as she got into her small pick up.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 14, 2012 21:32:52 GMT -5
She looked at Lucy, then sighed and got in "Yea, was he going into surgery when you left or..." She asked, unsure of what was going to happen when she got there.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 14, 2012 21:46:42 GMT -5
She looked over a moment and then started the truck and started out. "Yeah I think he was supposed to be, but I don't really know the idiots there wouldn't tell me anything cause I'm not a blood relation." She snapped the last part to herself, well what if he had no dang blood relations that cared about him? His mom abandoned him and who knew who his father was cause he didn't. "Hopefully he went in when I left so that he'll be out when we get there or is almost out." She mumbled to herself.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 14, 2012 21:49:31 GMT -5
She looked at Lucy "I hate that. When you can't know something because your not blood related, its just so frustrating cause you have no idea whats going on." She sighed leaning her head, back then nodded "Hopefully he's out." She said quietly, leaning her head back in silence.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 14, 2012 22:50:13 GMT -5
She nodded. "Yes it is very frustrating! What if they have no blood family that cares? Gawd I hate this crap." She said and knew that if Holly looked into that statement any deeper then she would be in trouble cause Robby never liked people to know about his past.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 15, 2012 20:04:36 GMT -5
She had looked into those words, maybe that's where Robby had gotten his scars. She didn't make anything of it to Lucy, knowing that no one really enjoyed when someone knew about their bad past. Unless they wanted sympathy. "Yea, sometimes, they should just accept the fact that your close enough to be family." She said, shaking her head silently and wondering how Robby was doing.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 15, 2012 21:38:07 GMT -5
Kucy was grateful when Holly didn't ask further about her slip of words, that's how she had met Robby, Lucas, and how Kesha had met Ryan, they were all in the same group. It had been for Kesha's own good making her go, Lucy knew that but still blamed herself for making her do it cause if she hadn't she wouldn't have met Ryan. She shook her head getting back to right now. "Yes they should." Was all she said and tried to reframe from cursing about all of this.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 15, 2012 21:44:00 GMT -5
She sighed dropping her head backs against the head rest. "So how far is the hospital" she asked, hoping they would get there fast.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 15, 2012 21:55:31 GMT -5
She glanced at her and said. "Not long." They were almost there actually and Lucy was very glade for that. "Here." She said as she drove into a parking space and got out checking one more time to see if Kesha would answer her cell. Nope. She cursed and tossed it back into her car, cell pones not aloud in hospitals. She pulled on her jacket just for something to do while she waited for Holly.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 15, 2012 21:58:34 GMT -5
She sighed "Good" and waiting fumbling her fingers impatiently. When they pulled in, she saw Lucy leave her cell and did the same. She followed Lucy in and asked her "Does he have a room?"
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 15, 2012 22:06:49 GMT -5
She looked at her and said. "I think so but I don't know, I talked to him when they were checking his lunges and breathing." She said and looked to a nurse and asked for his room and if he was out. He was. And he was down the hall, but he would be tired. Lucy groaned and went down the hall hoping Holly could keep up with her pace. She knocked on the door and went in slowly checking to make sure she wasn't waking him up. When she saw he was awake she didn't say anything to him just leaned on the wall and said. "Now I thought you hated this place? So whyed you go and get your self put here?" She said with a smirk just joking and he smiled and she could tell he had a smart remark but couldn't talk.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 15, 2012 22:48:14 GMT -5
She walked quickly, with an urgency. She looked at the nurse and smiled, then stopped short near Lucy almost crashing into her when she stopped. She skidded to a halt and smiled at Kucys words, laughing softly. She peaked in over her shoulder and waved slightly smiling "Hey Robby" she said looking at him, feeling bad.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 15, 2012 22:58:03 GMT -5
When he saw Holly he looked at Lucy with a look like you told her? Lucy rolled her eyes. "What you really thought I wouldn't tell her?" She said rolling her eyes again and then chirped. "I'm gonna make the doctor tell me when you can go home." She smiled and went past Holly into the hall to talk to someone or beat them to a pulp till they did.
Robby smiled as Lucy left, he didn't know what he would do without her, she was like his sister, she made sure he got taken care of. He smiled at Holly and made a come here signal. He was tired but he still write on a not pad if he had too.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 15, 2012 23:03:57 GMT -5
She laughed, looking at his expression. She watched Lucy leave then looked to Robby. She laughed softly and went over and sat on the edge of his bed. "Hey sicky" she said with a hint of a smile, her mother used to say that to her when she was younger and got sick. "How ya feeling?" she took his hand, and smiled.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 15, 2012 23:12:44 GMT -5
He smiled and shrugged, making an 'ehh... I'll live.' Movement with his free hand. He smiled and leaned back and then grabbed the note pad he had been givin' so that he could talk. 'Doing okay, now why did Lucy tell you?' He wrote onto the paper.
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