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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 29, 2012 17:59:57 GMT -5
He sighed and smiled at her, he didn't say anything back cause the sleep was starting to hit him a little bit harder then before, he smiled and hugged her back, he enjoyed his time with her. He looked at his dog and smiled, he drowsily moved the coushens off of the couch and pulled out the hide away bed and mumbled something about being to lazy to walk to his room. And then fell onto it with a sigh and started tp fall alseep.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 29, 2012 18:06:47 GMT -5
She looked at him, and laughed "Silly." She said with a smile, she watched him fall onto it and begin to sleep. She got up and grabbed the coushens and piled them in a neat pile silently, needing to do something. She sighed and sat on the floor, feeling like it and closed her eyes. She sighed, resting and thinking.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 29, 2012 18:25:23 GMT -5
Robby for once that day actually started getting to sleep. Girz sighed and crawled up next to Holly with a sigh resting his head on her feet.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 29, 2012 18:49:52 GMT -5
She watched Griz come over and sighed and began to let him. She began to doze, and fell asleep, not able to keep her mind awake.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 29, 2012 21:27:09 GMT -5
Griz sighed and kept his head on her feet. Robby was still asleep when finally he was startled awake by Griz barking, he rubbed his eyes and looked around, the room seemed darker somehow and then he realized it was almost dark out, after his eyes adjusted he saw Holly asleep and smiled quickly getting up and letting Griz out of the apartment before he woke her.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 29, 2012 21:37:24 GMT -5
Still asleep, she thought she faintly heard barking and thought she was just dreaming. She had feel asleep deeply, for once getting a good amount of sleep without any bad dreams or memories. She opened her eyes sleepily looking at Robby then closed them again with a sigh.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 29, 2012 21:48:11 GMT -5
Robby sat on his bed and watched her, she looked so peaceful was the only word he could find to use. He sighed and smiled when she opened her eyes and then closed them again, he smiled and fell back on his bed happy that he wasn't alone right now, he knew he would be later that night but right now it felt nice to have a someone here with him.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 29, 2012 21:52:20 GMT -5
Holly listened to the sound of the bed, and thought that Robby had lay back down. She sighed and got up and went to the bed, she lay down next to him with a sigh, and closed her eyes. She sighed, feeling good to have some sound sleep.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 29, 2012 22:24:34 GMT -5
He listened and heard her lie down next to him and he smiled a little with a sigh, it was nice sometimes to just have some near you, but in this case he thought that was more true for her then to him. He knew something had happened to her but didn't know what and he didn't think he would ever ask, not his place he knew what it was like to wanna forget. He opened his eyes and looked at her and just stared.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 29, 2012 22:28:45 GMT -5
She sighed, and dozed slightly, and breathing slowly. She opened her eyes slightly and looed a Robby with a sigh, and smiled slightly. She looked at him, blinking her eyes slowly and smiled "What?" she asked curiously.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 29, 2012 23:26:31 GMT -5
He shrugged and said. "Nothing just wondering where I found someone I could actually trust." He smiled looking at her with his head to the side, he cared about her a lot, she was the one person he didn't worry about her cringing away from his past about how his mother had been and so on.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 29, 2012 23:29:59 GMT -5
She sighed and looked at him, her smile fading slightly, than widening. "Then were the same there." She smiled, and for some reason, was kind of itching to tell him about her past, just wanting to get it off her shoulder. She hadn't told anyone except one person, and after that when they broke her trust she had stopped trusting, even stopped with her parents. She looked at him and her smile faded slightly as she looked down with a sigh.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 30, 2012 0:18:05 GMT -5
He looked at her with a small smile, he could sense something about her that made her a little distrustful, he didn't mind it though, he would never have her tell him anything she didn't want to. He turned onto his side so he could look at her better. "You don't have to feel worried around me Holly... Your the only person I have ever felt wouldn't ask about my scars wouldn't push into my past." He said and lightly touched her hand and said. "Never ever tell me anything you don't feel you can trust me with, I understand whats it like to be betrayed..." He said fading off looking away, he had been betrayed more times then he'd like to admit.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 30, 2012 0:27:04 GMT -5
She looked into his eyes, and just sighed looking down "I don't ever feel worried around you." She sighed "That's what scares me, I'm afraid I'll do something stupid, I'll mess up." She looked down, biting the inside of her cheek a bit nervously, but also just in a frustrated moment. She looked at him "And I never will, I know how that feels and don't appreciate it." She sighed and looked at her hand, the one he touched and looked back at him "But thats the thing, I feel like I can trust you with anything, like you'll never not understand." She looked down and lay on her back, and ended up looking at the ceiling, wondering what he was thinking.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 30, 2012 0:55:46 GMT -5
He absently let his thumb stroke her hand. "Your the only person I feel I can trust." He said looking at her and then smiled, "You can trust me, and your not gonna mess anything up to me, I feel like I am gonna do the wrong thing or say the wrong thing around you..." He looked down and just stared at his hands. "I'm not promising I would understand everything you ever told me but I will always be here for you no matter what you need or have to say. Everyone goes through something different but I promise that I will always be here for you." He smiled and patted her hand lightly and wondered what she was gonna say.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 30, 2012 1:10:10 GMT -5
She sighed looking at him, and looked up at the ceiling. She watched him smile "Why? The reason I'm afraid to mess up, with anything, is only because if I mess up everything goes wrong... usually." She sighed "I can't expect you too, no one can." She looked at him and sighed "I'll always be there for you, or at least I'll try." She sighed and sat up on the edge of the bed, looking down at the floor with a sigh, just speaking the truth. She didn't know why, but she felt like she couldn't talk and rested her head in her hands.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 30, 2012 1:33:35 GMT -5
Alls he did was nod, no need for more words. He didn't move just rolled onto his back and watched the ceiling. He nodded and sat up but didn't touch her, or move closer to her, he just sat staring at his hands clasping his fingers together finally he said. "I need to tell you something but you have to understand I am not saying it to get you to talk, I would never do that. People should only tell what they feel they want to..." He sighed and waited for her answer, he knew she might have heard something in the hospital cause well Lucy had a temper and yelled when frustrated about things to do with ones she thought of as family.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 30, 2012 1:54:00 GMT -5
She couldn't help but kind of feel a big distance between them at the moment and she gave a sigh that could make her sound as though she was about to cry. She wasn't though it was just a ragged sigh, she listened to him silently though. She looked over her shoulder at him and sighed looking at the ground. "Well I do understand, and I'm just going to let you know, since you probably know already, at the hospital I heard Lucy yelling some things and..." She sighed and shuffled her feet, him probably knowing already what she was talking about.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 30, 2012 2:20:42 GMT -5
He looked down and then to her, he had never told anyone the full extent of what had happened to him. He slid to the side of the bed and said. "You heard what my mom did? Left me when I was fifteen? Yeah that's true she did but honestly that was probably the best thing that ever happened to me." He sighed and ran his hand through his hair. "My mom had me when she was fourteen, her father was an abusive drunk that kicked her out of the house when he found out about me, I don't know my dad, he left when he found out she was pregnant. After I was born she never had just one person in her life, she slept around, anyone steady she was with beat her or me..." He looked at the floor taking in a deep breath. "You know it wasn't the beating that bothered me, it was the fact that my mom purposely get them to hit me instead of her, she was always blaming me for her life. One of her "boyfriends" like to hit with beer bottles full or broken, that's how I got my scars. My mom never wanted to take me to the hospital. And finally when I turned fifteen I came home the house was empty and she was gone..." He took in a ragged breath, "The state took the house and I ended up on the street there was no way I was gonna end up in the systym but I swear the day she was gone I was happy..." He said letting himself take in a ragged breath. "Alls anyone else knows is that my mom left me no one else knows how I got my scars..." He sighed and looked to the floor, he was afraid of what her reaction would be, there was a tiny peace of him that loved his mom, the peace that remembered her before his eighth birthday.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 30, 2012 12:24:57 GMT -5
She listened to him, she sighed and when he was done got up and sat down next to him. She looked at him, his past was probably as worse as hers. She sighed and felt the need to tell him to be fair, he just told her about his past. She sighed, not sure if she wanted to, but she had told only one person in her entire life about it, and she had been betrayed. She took a deep breath "Im sorry." She said to him then looked down "In all fairness, I should tell you, but only if you want to know." She looked at him and sighed.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 30, 2012 19:11:08 GMT -5
He just shook his head and whispered. "Nothing to be sorry bout' my life was horrible on the streets and at home but I got myself out," He said remembering the couple that took him in the ones that gave him his horses. The ones that were paying for him to go here. He looked at her and shook his head, running his fingers through his hair. "I'll listen but only if you really want to tell me..." He gave her a little smile and said. "I'll always be here anytime you need me to talk or listen." He smiled at her. Hoping that if she ever told him it would be cause she trusted him.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 30, 2012 22:42:56 GMT -5
She sighed and looked at him "Im glad you did." She thought about how to say it and looked at him, taking a deep breath. "Well, my brothers have rarely ever been nice to me, they basically ruined my life. And I guess it wasn't so easy for me in school, a lot of people disliked me and made fun of me, I don't know why they did but they just did." She sighed "I did have some really good friends though, but everything kind of changed. I was umm... Kidnapped one day while walking home. I was gone for two years, and that's where I got my scars from. It was really hard for me, adjusting and no kne really wanted to be around me. They kind of thought I went crazy I guess, but there were a few friends who still stayed for me. But you know what? My brothers didn't care I had gotten back home, they thought I was dead and they were happy." She looked at the ground "They treated me worse than they ever had, which didn't help me at all in my case. But I guess when I really started to not trust people, was when one of my best friends that I completely trusted betrayed me. I told him everything that happened to me, every detail, and he said he understood but he really didn't." She took in a shaky breath "He told everyone, everyone and it only got harder, because people just don't understand. So it just kind of helped turning me into the person I am now..." She looked down and sighed, partially wanting to disappear.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 30, 2012 23:32:53 GMT -5
He just listened and didn't move or make a sound. He just listened. He let himself think of everything he had just heard, it was much more difficult to grasp, but in some way he knew what she went through not in a way he could honestly say I understand but in a way he knew what it was like to be alone having no one there for you. Knowing that everyone you trusted betrayed you. He finally nodded and kept his eyes on the ground. "Your a good person Holly, don't ever doubt that... Don't ever let anyone tell you or make you feel different." He said to her looking at his hands and then looked at her. "The day I met you I knew someone hurt you. The minute I talked to you I knew you were a good person, the minute I started to leave the park that I thought that you were the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. You will never lose my trust, you will never change in my eyes." He didn't know why he said, why he picked now of times to tell her all this but he felt like his had to and then added. "When I left your stable after our ride, I swore that I would never willingly walk away from you." He whispered and then looked to the ground. And whispered under his breath. "I'm sorry you probably didn't want to hear all that..."
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 30, 2012 23:45:30 GMT -5
She listened to the silence for a moment, fearing how he would react. She braced herself for something, she didn't know what, as he began to talk but her caution slowly faded listening to him. She looked down at her hands, just listening to him. To everything he said, letting him talk and wasn't sure what to say. She never was good with words, especially ones like these. She looked at him and listened, and surprisingly, gave a soft, sort of sad laugh "No, don't be sorry, you don't know, how much that made me feel just a bit better." She looked at him and sighed, giving a small smile and then tried to lighten the mood a bit. She looked around "Is it really that obvious?" She smiled in a small manner, and wrapped her arms around him, sighing and before she knew what she was saying, the words slipped out "I love you." Her eyes widened, and she was surprised she had said that, and didn't know what to do, embarrassed.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 31, 2012 0:21:58 GMT -5
He looked at her with a small smile, he let his brain think about all the stuff he had said, he was afraid that she wouldn't be happy with his words but when she spoke he smiled a little more and nodded. "Than may work is almost done." He smiled, it was true though he just wanted to make her happy. He smiled and shrugged not answering her. He smiled and wrapped his arms around her tightly. He was shocked at her words but instantly happy by them and hugged her a little tighter and whispered. "I love you too." He tucked his head down and added. "Always..."
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 31, 2012 0:25:27 GMT -5
She laughed "I think your work is done." Shr sighed, happy to be in his arms. She wondered how he would react to her words. She listened to him and smiled and kissed him "I'll love you forever." There she has done it again, the words had slipped out. She leaned into his arms and sighed, wondering how she had the confidence to say those things.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 31, 2012 1:09:32 GMT -5
He chuckled and smiled. "Good." He mumbled into her hair. He kissed her back and smiled rested his head on hers. "Forever sounds good." He smiled still keeping his arms around her, nothing met more to him then holding her, making happy and keeping her safe. He had cared about her that first day he had spoken with her.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 31, 2012 1:12:13 GMT -5
She smiled and let her hand go behind and rub the back of his neck. She sighed, listening to him "Good." She kissed him and sighed feeling safe and relaxed in his arms.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on May 31, 2012 1:57:51 GMT -5
He smiled and rubbed her back, he kissed her back and smiled. He kept her close to him and let himself let out a big breath, she made him feel like his past wasn't worth remember, like he couldn't use it as an excuse to back out of loving her. He loved that about her though she didn't him a reason to want out of this.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on May 31, 2012 2:02:14 GMT -5
She sighed as he rubbed her back and lay on him for a moment. She sighed, not really having anything to say. She recalled everything that he had said, and found she only grew to love him more. But her weakness started to bite at her and she wonders if she was falling into things to quickly. She didn't believe that and leaned her head against his shoulder and sighed.
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