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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on Aug 1, 2012 12:32:03 GMT -5
Holly smiled as she walked from her apartment down to the stables. She pushed her hands into her pockets, smiling. She felt close to normal now, not so aggressive and hiding. She thought that Robby had something to do with it, how he made her feel so safe and how when she was around him she loved to make him happy. It was her to, making some progress,she had told her parents a lot about all that was going on at Whispering Wolves. She told them Vince was doing okay, and she told them all about Robby. How they met, and how everything was and how she loved him so much. She really couldn't stop talking about him, they were happy that she had met someone good for her, and that he made her feel better. She smiled to herself, moving her self along. She wasn't close to the barn yet though. She had decided to groom Reforme, and maybe walk him around and take him to the Recovery Meadow just to let him run a bit. She didn't feel up for riding today, so she decided she would visit him. She sighed, looking down, not really knowing or caring about anything around her, just happy today.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on Aug 1, 2012 20:57:45 GMT -5
Robby stopped his car in the parking lot, and just sat there for a moment, he had decided to come and see Holly, he was finally feeling better and wanted to see her again. She was the first person he had let see him for his past... She was the only one who knew where his scars came from, she knew the truth that he was glad the day his mother walked away that all the abuse finally stopped. Griz growled and licked his face, "Oh you silly pup you have to stay here for now." He said cracking the window and leaving the big dog inside the car, he wasn't planing on being here long he just wanted to talk to Holly real quick. When he finally spotted her he started to walk up to speeding up his gait, since she was a little ways ahead of him he started to jog. When he was almost to her he felt something tug his ankle and he tripped stumbling forward a little bit but caught Holly as he slightly fell. As he got his balance he grabbed a hold of her arms to keep her from being knocked forward.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on Aug 1, 2012 21:12:30 GMT -5
Holly smiled, almost there, she couldn't wait to see Red, and pushed her hair to one side. She thought to herself again about her parents, and how she had talked to her friends. She partially laughed remembering something her friend said. After describing Robby to her best friend, the girl had made a growl sound and said 'Ugh, see you have a totally hot boyfriend, and I'm stuck with big ol' dumb Troy.' She laughed softly thinking about that. Troy wasn't dumb, and she had a cute boyfriend too. She remembered the blonde with the messy hair, bright blue eyes and lopsided smile. Troy was her friend, always had been, and she smiled thinking of him. A sound reached her ears, but she wasn't sure what it was. Then something grabbed her. Hands, they were hands who had grasped her. Suddenly, she went rigid, and fear spread through her. She was flashed back, walking home, and those hands suddenly grabbing her and throwing her into the dark, ripping her away from the life she knew. No, it couldn't happen again, it couldn't. She suddenly began to fight his grip, thrashing and kicking forward. She began to start screaming, completely losing herself to the fear of being hurt again. "No! Let go of me! No! Please!" She continued to thrash very wildly, and finally ripped herself from his grip. She stumbled forth and fell slightly, and then sat on the ground. She moved away from him, not even noticing that it was Robby. She shut herself slightly into a ball "Please." She whimpered slightly, scared not even realizing it was Robby. She looked up slightly, her eyes distant and scared, she hugged her slightly scraped knees. She looked past Robby as if she had seen a ghost, hurt and scared, she was just trying to escape the pain.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on Aug 1, 2012 22:20:56 GMT -5
As soon as she freaked he let go of her and stepped back quickly, he growled at himself thinking idiot. He looked over and saw it was Griz that had grabbed his ankle. "I'll deal with you later." He growled at the dog, Griz pinned back his ears and whined looking at Holly. Robby shook his and knelled down a little ways away from her, he had the urge to reach out to her but didn't just remained where he was, "Holly?" He let his voice fade out and then whispered, "Holly no ones gonna hurt you are take you away." He said it slowly and quietly not wanting her to stay scared, he looked around and thought that maybe if he let Reforme get to her maybe it would help but he wasn't sure where the horse was or if he would go to her or not. So he just sat there with Griz whining next to him waiting to see if she would snap out of it, but for now he would just sit and wait and make sure he was here when she snapped out of it.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on Aug 1, 2012 22:42:09 GMT -5
Holly had her knees drawn up against her chest, hugging them tightly as if they were keeping her safe. Her chin was rested on her knees as her eyes seemed to be blank. "No, no you can't let him take me." She whimpered quietly, whispering the words over and over again. She was basically in another world, there was no trace of Holly left in those blank eyes, frightened as a wild animal in a cage. She whimpered again, the lump in her throat dissolving into warm silent tears that ran down her cheeks. Her eyes darted around looking for the face of the attacker she knew had come and hunted her down to hurt her more. As her eyes settled on Robby's face, a small flicker of recognition showed in her eyes. She looked at him "Robby?" She still had herself curled into a ball, looking unsure. She finally began to uncurl, but still had a lot of that frightened look in her eyes. She moved towards him cautiously, but ended up throwing her arms around him. She pressed her face into his shoulder, and began to cry. She kept whimpering the same words "No, don't let him take me." It was like a child waking up from a nightmare, still believing they were there. Her muscles were still tight, and she still had that ragged voice that was trying to keep steady. She began to relax, but only a little bit as she continued to cry into his shoulder.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on Aug 1, 2012 23:36:24 GMT -5
Robby just sat there with his jaw clenched, it killed him to see her like this, at her words he had to clear his throat before he could speak clearly to her. "No ones gonna take you away," He said gently to her, he had never had to help someone stuck in a fear of their memory but he had seen it happen a lot to certain people in the groups he used to go to. As he watched so frightened he had to swallow the lump in his throat and blink a tone to keep his eyes clear. The urge to reach out and hold her was a hard one to resist but somehow he managed to stay sitting where he was. When she said his name he nodded but didn't say anything just sat down and waited. When she threw her arms around him, he wrapped his arms around her and started to whisper to her, "Its okay... No ones gonna take you... I won't let that happen to you again." He stroked her hair and just kept mumbling that to her along with other sentences. When he felt relax just a little he thought good, as she sat there he just kept on moving his hand absently on her hair. "I will never let anyone take you away. I promise." He whispered to her just letting her sit next to him and cry.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on Aug 2, 2012 19:51:53 GMT -5
Surprisingly, in her dazed mind, Holly picked up every little detail around her. From the clenched look of Robby's jaw, to the whining from Griz behind him. She looked at Robby as he said something, and her mind begged for that to be true. With her face still buried in his shirt, she continued to cry until she felt like she couldn't anymore. She slightly tensed at his touch but relaxed, noticing it was a movement of comfort. Listening to her words, she moved her head, so it was just her cheek that lay against his shoulder. She held onto him as though her life depended on it, and to her, it was as if it did, because he said that he wouldn't let it happen to her again. She hoped he was right, as she slowly began to relax. Her tight hold on Robby gradually loosened, and her raggedy breathing from crying became close to normal. She let out a huge breath but continued to hold onto Robby, slowly she felt like all of it was going away just him holding her. "But, what if he finds me?" She knew he wasn't going to be put away forever, and the thought made her shiver violently, as if it was cold outside. She was pretty irrational at the moment, but was beginning to snap out of her mind. She sighed and began to murmur something unintelligible, still holding tightly on to Robby.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on Aug 2, 2012 21:30:23 GMT -5
His grip on her never faltered as he let her cry and hold onto him. As she cried he just continued to stroke her hair and mumble things to her, he almost smiled a little bit when she relaxed a little. Any relaxing was better then none, as long as she started to feel safe again he would be happy. He just sat there holding onto her, letting know he was there, he felt her grip loosen a little and her breathing starting to get normal again. "Its okay..." He mumbled to her keeping her close hopping she would be fine, he sighed a little in a big breath and listened to what she said, "Its okay... He won't find you, your safe here..." He whispered to her unwilling to loosen his grip or show how worried he really was for her. He absently held her a little tighter when she shivered and mumbled more words like its okay, your safe and just kept going on to where it was nothing but silent mumbles. He held onto her and whispered, "I'll keep you safe." He didn't know why he said that or if it was even true but he would try, she meant to much to him let anything happen to her.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on Aug 5, 2012 14:23:15 GMT -5
Holly sighed, letting her arms hang loosely around Robby's shoulders in a sort of relaxed state. She wasn't as defensive at the moment, and continued to rest her head against him. She listened to him talk to her, and her eyes began to shut lazily, tired from crying and becoming panicked. She kept her eyes shut, just resting and one of her hands found Robby's and grabbed onto it. She continued to murmur unintelligible things to herself, but kept her eyes closed still, just listening to him. She began to calm down more, snapping out of her panicked mind. She exhaled, and listened to him whisper 'I'll keep you safe' to her. She knew that that was pretty much true, she felt safe around him, in his hold, and smiled a little bit. She pulled back, looking at him with that small hint of a smile. "Thanks" she said a tad quietly, not sure what to say to a thing like that, she just continued to look at him, happy he was here.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on Aug 5, 2012 18:34:04 GMT -5
Robby sighed feeling himself relax more as she did, having her calm down and feel safe was all he really cared about at the moment. He just sat there leaving his arm around her shoulders, keeping her close to him, as he held his hand absently rubbed her arm lightly, he hopped that it would bring some kind of comfort in some way, he looked at her a little and smiled a little when he noticed her eyes were closed. He sighed as she continued to murmur hopefully in some way it was helping her calm down, when she grabbed his hand he smiled a little and squeezed her hand lightly. He couldn't help but feel a little bit guilty about all this, he couldn't help but feel like this might somehow be his fault for causing this. When she looked at him and said thanks, he felt a little like he didn't deserve that since most of this was probably his fault anyway. He smiled a little at her and whispered, "I'd do anything for you."
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on Aug 9, 2012 23:55:42 GMT -5
She leaned into the arm he had around her shoulder, and sighed as he rubbed her arm. She felt alright now, and wasn't really aware of anything around her but Robby and Griz behind him. She had a small bit of movement when he squeezed her hand, covering it up by shifting around. She brushed her hair to the side with her fingers, as it had gotten messed up a bit with what had just happened. She watched him, and listened to him talk, watching his lips move and gave a small smile. "And you know I'd do anything for you too." She sighed, coming back to normal in a distant way, and she gave him a light kiss before leaning her head against his shoulder again. (Sorry it sucks )
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on Aug 30, 2012 19:02:18 GMT -5
He smiled a little to himself feeling relieaf rush over him when she leaned into him and sighed. Something about feeling and hearing her be okay, made him happy and relaxed. If she was okay he was okay. He smiled a little bit at her when she brushed her hair out of her face, and his mind just went off on ramblings about her. At her smile he just smiled a little bit more, he would do anything to keep her smiling, he knew he would never understand what went on in her head, but he would sure as hell do everything he could to try and keep her happy. He looked at with a smile at what she said, he kissed her forehead but didn't say anything he didn't think they needed anymore words. When she kissed him he smiled and rested his cheek on top of her head when she leaned on his shoulder. As long as she needed him to he would just sit here not saying a word. He sighed and just kept up the slow movement of his hand up and down her shoulder, and then slowly stopped all together and just sat there letting her lean on him.
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Post by Secret is baaaacckkkk <3 on Sept 1, 2012 1:09:42 GMT -5
She kept her arms secure around him, and saw him smile. She hesitantly held herself in place, but let herself smile as he kissed her forehead. She sighed, and kept herself against him. She was really unclear about what had previously happened. She felt like she was blanking from the current event that happened. She wasn't going to be very caught up. She would ask questions as of what, and how, maybe when. She just didn't have a clear memory at the moment. She sighed, then mumbled something. Continuing to rest her head on his shoulder, she sighed comfortably and mumbled slightly. I love you. She smiled, feeling nice that he was comforting her and wondered slightly why they were still on the ground. She didn't really care and just continued to lean on him.
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Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on Sept 7, 2012 7:16:10 GMT -5
He didn't move or do anything except hold her, he looked down a little and saw her smile and he let out a soft sigh, knowing that maybe she was feeling better made him feel happier and more relaxed. He kept his arm around her shoulder and rested his cheek on the top of her head, just letting her hang onto him while he just let thoughts flow through his mind. He felt horrible that he had caused her to get sucked in like that, to not know where she was, to make her think someone was coming to get her, that someone was going to hurt her. And just the thought that someone had made him want to get angry, it took everything for him not to clench his jaw in frustration at feeling helpless to what had happened to her. When he heard her mumble he smiled a little and squeezed her shoulder, kissed the top of her head and whispered. "Love you too..." After he said it he just sat for awhile letting her lean on him, he didn't want to move or say anything to much or wrong at the moment just in case, he just wanted her to be okay and didn't want to do anything to make it worse again. He sighed and after feeling like they had both relaxed he whispered, "You okay?"
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