Post by KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!! on Nov 11, 2010 16:51:29 GMT -5
Z walked into her new room it was nice, perfect, she thought mostly cause she could finally get to live here by here self for a while, she dropped both her suitcases and started to unpack them, she found her newest CD by Taylor Swift and decided to listen to it, and she found her small stero and slipped it into the disc slot and clicked play and picked a sertine song she thought she needed, to listen to right then, cause she haerd the song before and it just stuck with her, she skipped it to track 8 Never Grow Up, she sat on the edge of the bed, and listened, the song made her almost cry reminding her of all she had left behind, she new it was her who wanted to come here, and after all I was the one who confenssed them to send me here, she thought to her self, she snapped her self out of it and started to unpack what she had, she found some of her books that she had brought with her, and found the small book shelf she had and started to put them away and then she found her photo she had been looking for it was of her mom, dad, Carrie who was her older sister in colleg, Emily her 12 year old sister, and Sam, Carries twim brother, and her, of course in the photo they where all younger she was 13, Carrie and Sam were 17, and Emily was 8, but it didn't matter they all looked the same and happy together, when she finshed with her un packing and was satified with where every thing was, she headed in to take a nice long shower, when she was done she looked at her face in the miror, and started to brush her long long black hair and then noticed the scare on her face, most of the time she took pride in her scares but some times she felt that this one was curse, she had always been said to be a real beauty and a prize to have as a girlfriend, but she felt diffrently ever since she saw how people looked at her scare just so sure she had a real bad accentadent but in truth it really was her own stupidy that gave her that one on her face, and it was her token for not learning all the other times she was hurt, why her parents still let her around horses was a wonder to her, she was sure after the last ER vist they wouldn't let her near a horse again, when she was bucked and almost cracked her neck, her mothers exsact words were "are you out of your mind, I swaer some times you act like you want to get killed! and it makes me worry so much" she told her and Z never felt more pain then in that momment when her mother told her this and then she went and almost got her neck broke less then a week after that, and she had a feeling that her mother couldn't take her anymore and just needed her away for a little while, witch made her scare burn, witch seemed to happen now when she had bad feeling that were right, it was weired and always freaked her out a little, and then she walked back to her room and fell on her bed and tucked her self in and only hoped her mom missed her as much as she missed her, and she closed her eyes and pitcured her family, 'I miss you guys so much' she thought to the image in her head and they all huged her in her head, and she fell asleep.