A New Life, New People, A new Reason To Be Scared

[KM loves MUSIC and PEANUT!!!!]

I slowly walked into the stable twirling Wasp's lead rope through my hands. I wasn't good with people, never had been. And now I was staying here in this new place, I was scared to death and almost couldn't handle the turmoil running around inside my chest. My name is Kai and I'm painfully shy, I have heard other people say they are shy but you don't know what shy is until you become like me, I'm scared to ask for anything cause I'm afraid I'll look stupid, and the better I know someone the harder it is for me to open up to them. I can usually talk with people pretty good trhough text or writing but in person my chest tightens and I get scared. I don't care what people think of me but I don't like them thinking I'm weird or stupid. I just can't talk with people very well, I have always felt more at home around guys though and can usually mold in with them better then I can girls. All my friends were always guys and so was the rest of my family. But even with them I was shy and most of the time only spoke up when I was spoken to. When I first meet someone when I'm with my horses I can actually seem to be out going, but that's only because I'm starring at my horse the whole time. Wasp snorted as I walked and I patted him on the neck. "You as scared as me?" I asked my hands shacking. I hoped I would make some friends here but I was also scared to talk to anyone first. So here I was. A new stable, a new town, a new life and a new reason to be scared to death.