Post by Fizzy is excited to be BACK!xD on Oct 13, 2012 19:23:41 GMT -5
Hi...
Some of you who have been on his site for so long such as KM may remember me but for those who haven't, I'm called Fizzy and I used to be a mod on this website, I used to be obsessed.
So here's the story...
I was on another RPG I recently joined and am obsessed with when suddenly when I was lying down I realised that I've only ever been obsessed with one website more than the RPG I was on, this one. So out of curiosity I visited this site a mere few minutes ago thinking that it would be completely dead. And how stupid I was to think that too.
Coming back on here and seeing how it had blossomed since I left gave me the most awful heart ache I've ever felt. I wondered how I could have been so obsessed, been given the responsibility of becoming a mod and then just left. It killed me and it still is as I write this.
I've changed a lot since I was on here. I just don't understand how I could have left everything; this was my life. On new years day the first people I said Happy New Years to were you guys.
What hurt me the most, even made my eyes water, and inspired me to join back up and write this was KM's username. I know it's stupid but "KM loves music" yeah... If you were on when I got everyone to put that as their usernames then you'll know how much fun it was and to be honest with you it was one of the most happiest moments of my life when everyone actually did it.
I'm so sorry guys... I'm not even sure if I should make a character and roleplay again because I feel so guilty when I'm on this website. I might do in a few days...
But for now I'm just so sorry. I can't actually express how genuinly sorry I am in English words...
Sorry again,
Love Fizzy xx
P.S. I haven't used that nickname on any website other than this one. It hurts so much calling myself it again...
Some of you who have been on his site for so long such as KM may remember me but for those who haven't, I'm called Fizzy and I used to be a mod on this website, I used to be obsessed.
So here's the story...
I was on another RPG I recently joined and am obsessed with when suddenly when I was lying down I realised that I've only ever been obsessed with one website more than the RPG I was on, this one. So out of curiosity I visited this site a mere few minutes ago thinking that it would be completely dead. And how stupid I was to think that too.
Coming back on here and seeing how it had blossomed since I left gave me the most awful heart ache I've ever felt. I wondered how I could have been so obsessed, been given the responsibility of becoming a mod and then just left. It killed me and it still is as I write this.
I've changed a lot since I was on here. I just don't understand how I could have left everything; this was my life. On new years day the first people I said Happy New Years to were you guys.
What hurt me the most, even made my eyes water, and inspired me to join back up and write this was KM's username. I know it's stupid but "KM loves music" yeah... If you were on when I got everyone to put that as their usernames then you'll know how much fun it was and to be honest with you it was one of the most happiest moments of my life when everyone actually did it.
I'm so sorry guys... I'm not even sure if I should make a character and roleplay again because I feel so guilty when I'm on this website. I might do in a few days...
But for now I'm just so sorry. I can't actually express how genuinly sorry I am in English words...
Sorry again,
Love Fizzy xx
P.S. I haven't used that nickname on any website other than this one. It hurts so much calling myself it again...